Realist %#@! I never wrote 6

Okay I came in this game, my hungry ^!$$%

my eyes on big, had dreams of being pocked
my mind don't big, had thinking about some ale,
tryin to rock some bales,

but still it was hard man my bro in the sale,
why said my mama smoking rocks, my daddy shooting hot,
had ^!$$% stressed out while was sitting on the block,

I picked up me a pen, I got into hip-hop
I never thought that I'd make it, but I give it a shot,
f*ck it on now a ^!$$% made it, so now a ^!$$% fake it,

when a ^!$$% get some paper, that's when them ^!$$%s hatin,
when I put up in that benz, should have seen them ^!$$%s faces,
when I hopped out with that chain, they started seeing graces,

like a ^!$$% getting money, be the hottest thing in the hood,
'cause when a ^!$$% broke, ain't nothing ever good,
but I had rats and I had roaches, and I had mikes and I had flees,

and I had every f*ckin thing that make a ^!$$% till I got a disease
dad had Aze what a disease, my mama had cancer man she died, please
I'm looking at God like, what prayer gonna do?

when all my family get and take it, what the man gonna do?
look at the city f*ck and burnin, like haters gonna do
with all these ngga when you come through,

and you sliding on through, wonder how paid and feel, I keep feel
I show feel, I guess you feel, I..you feel,
when you had money just to get the mill,

when you'll make it from the city %#@! get hard
'cause they just want you to give back but you ain't got it dog,
when you tell em you ain't got it, when they wanna ride,

that's why I keep my mind movin like I'm on a job,
f*ck it, let me talk to this rap ^!$$%s in the %#@!,
they got no idea all the %#@! that I've been took in,

I lost the deal, lost my mama, lost my brother,
lost my fam, lost my ^!$$% and my homie got killed,
right in front of me, damn,

seen keys get shot, that she hurt my heart,
I see my ^!$$%s pop back that %#@! is smart dog,
I talk and ask the mama after he got hit on the bar

and now she still stressing, here my pain of my heart,
I spit real life %#@!, gotta go smarter,
slow down a little bit since I didn't had a daughter,

but this game change ^!$$%, make a ^!$$% mind think,
make you feel like a battle because you never been the sink,
I got my battle ship on, but I ain't talking bout Rihanna,

I think I miss my grandma, damn, I can see you none of this some old %#@!,
low %#@! for the no %#@!, I used to be a wild ^!$$%
now I'm focused as more I got older, now a ^!$$% 30

tryin to stay clean, got tired of doing dirty,
I slow down and hold down and told ^!$$% to go down,
and know this ain't go down, what a whole pound and no rhyme,

I had no sound from them ^!$$%s with their bickering,
'cause to me most of them ^!$$%s just to be (*##$ and man
they mad when a ^!$$% see success,

wanna see a ^!$$% see death, but to my last breath, I'ma rap AF
NF, no family no friends, even though some family act like friends
even though friends got to act like family,

understand no matter how hard big fab get he still stanley,
the %#@! is real, some you could feel with me,
you don't feel me, ^!$$% kill me, f*ck it,

salute me and shoot me, and this is my doobie,
and I was in the streets while you was plan to call it duddie,
huh, all of these ^!$$%s really groupies,

they mad 'cause a ^!$$% get money so they try to say boosie,
free my ^!$$% boosie, this is how the %#@! be, real your money coming juicy
when you eating, when you touching it,

^!$$% got mad, is got much in it,
'cause my life ain't no will, what they budget this,
huh, I'm on some other %#@!, damn I miss my mother %#@!,

free my ^!$$%s and rest in peace so all my ^!$$%s that got hit,
hope they bring retch home 'cause man I miss my brother %#@!.


Realist %#@! I never wrote, part 6
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