I'm so alone
on the darkest days of hope
it knocks me down

to know that you're all gone

now I'm trying hard

to take this one step forward
but as I drift away
I take a few steps back


why do I still think that one day
you will look at me and see

what I can see here constantly
why do I hope
even if you don't care


I've told you once
that I will always wait

but if I'd do
I'd fall and not get up


now I set here again
thinking of what my life would be with you,
crying like a little boy

cursed with cold

why do I still think that one day

you will look at me and see
what I can see here constantly
why do I hope

even if you don't care

let me go


why do I still think that one day
you will look at me and see

what I can see here constantly
why do I hope
even if you don't care