Hook
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb


Verse 1:
every single day when i be lookin at the knife

i keep prayin, dear god bring me back to life
and im beggin for saving ckuz its been so long
and since that first day, now im so far gone

now where do i go ckuz i dont know anymore
so far out in the tide i cant even see the shore
im scared i will drown with all the fear within

i keep striking the water i wont lose ill win/
you cant break me ckuz im solid like concrete
imma kill it everytime when i step to a beat

nd what the $#&@ you gon do? you dont know me
imma lay this %#@! out im from the 253/
nd i been rockin red shoes since i could first see

nd ill keep rockin em too for the north side kings
thats who i am its what i do i live for my crew
we a fam gives a damn nd you know should should too HA


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Verse 2:
you keep seein through my masks that i disguise myself with
i keep trynna drown my sorrows with pills nd one fifth

but no nothin ever changes everythings always the same
leaving images of bodily corpses up in my brain
now what does it mean its a sign from the lord

suicidal tendancies with a damn extension cord
hangin from the rafters im feelin so lifeless
i wont struggle the pain aint no reason to fight this/

if i gotta go through all this bull%#@! again
ill do it no complaints my third chance to win
nd imma make it homie yeah ckuz imma stronger man now

its like my weights have been lifted but i dont know how, yo/
its truly a miracle i can now breathe with ease
my lungs were so empty now theyre filled and pleased

i been holding onto the past and its bad i know
thinkin bout all those things, but i gotta let go, damn


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