Staring at the wall
I never thought this would be so hard
How could I've been so close but never know you?

I never knew I never knew you at all

You will always be my father but I hope you know

It's your fault And I'll never know what that means
You left a void that could never be replaced
I'm dying inside and you'll never see


I always hoped that you did not want it this way
But no matter how hard I tried you pushed away


You said you love me but...


How was I supposed to know
(How was I supposed to know)
When you left me here

You left me here alone?

Do I even cross you mind?

Just for a second?
Do you even know I'm alive?


You know I will let you in put you threw everything away
So tell me what did you get from all these years of pain?
You have no clue what I've been through

But I guess you wanted it this way!

How was I supposed to know

(How was I supposed to know)
When you left me her
You left me here alone?


Do I even cross your mind
Just for a second?

Do you even know I'm alive

If you would've been there

If you would've stuck around
If you would've been there when I needed you
You would've been

You would've been so proud!

How was I supposed to know

(How was I supposed to know)
When you left me here
You left me her alone?

Do I even cross you mind?
Just for a second?
Do you even know I'm alive?