Dancing with shadows on a skyscraper
The whole city is covered in my silhouette
I refuse to take a look down

So I'll just hide behind a wall of disarray

How should I be able to actually live a modern life, when all your berries taste so dry


Waste my time, sit and stare, smear my deathwish into the air,
My days are pitch black since I have figured out my position here

I hate these paralyzing eyes in the mirrors
How the $#&@ did I grow into this fracture of myself


I'm used to cover myself in self-regret and indifference
Isolation sometimes seems to be my only choice
My only choice

But I've made a promise I hold close to my heart

This world won't break me another time, because a broken man can not be broken twice


Inner division
My whole body is a prison

Frustrating coincidence
Gnawing frailty in every sense
Depression

Nihilism
Feeding my negative visions
Destruction of any self

But I won't fade into nothingness