I'M WIDE AWAKE
I'M STUCK IN THIS !#@( TOWN
I GOT NO WAY OUT

I'M FEELING HELPLESS NOW

I'M WIDE AWAKE

I BEEN !#@*ED UP FOR SO LONG

I'M GONNA BREAK

IT'S CLEAR TO ME
THAT MY FAMILY
IS A DISEASE


I TAKE
DRUGS TO COPE WITH IT ALL


WISH I KNEW THEN WHAT I KNOW NOW
I WOULDN'T DIVE IN

I WOULDN'T BOW DOWN
GRAVITY HURTS BUT IT'S SO SWEET
UNTIL I WOKE UP ON ON THE CONCRETE


I'M FALLING FROM CLOUD 9
I'M CRASHING FROM THE HIGH

I'M LETTING GO TONIGHT
I'M FALLING FROM CLOUD 9


I'M WIDE AWAKE
IT'S 6AM AND MY ONLY FRIEND
IS VICODIN


I'M WIDE AWAKE
BUT I WON'T BE FOR LONG


I'M GONNA BREAK
CUZ I WAS BORN TO LOSE

LIFE OR DEATH CAN'T CHOOSE
FALLING ASLEEP IN MY SHOES


I'M GONNA BREAK
CUZ I'M ADDICTED TO THE PAIN


WISH I KNEW THEN WHAT I KNOW NOW
I WOULDN'T DIVE IN
I WOULDN'T BOW DOWN

GRAVITY HURTS BUT IT'S SO SWEET
UNTIL I WOKE UP ON ON THE CONCRETE


I'M FALLING FROM CLOUD 9
I'M CRASHING FROM THE HIGH
I'M LETTING GO TONIGHT

I'M FALLING FROM CLOUD 9

IT CAN'T GET MUCH WORSE

MUCH WORSE THAN THIS
IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE GOD DOESN'T EXIST


ADDICTED TO THE FEELING
I'M HIGHER THAN THE CEILING
EVEN THE CEILING WON'T BREAK MY FALL


I'M WIDE AWAKE
NEED TO ESCAPE

NEED TO ERASE
ALL OF THE PAIN