I'm so tired but you probably don't even know what I mean
I'm full of contradictions and hypocrisies
I'm so tired I don't even know which side of the fighting I'm on

And if I wanted no part of it, you d say I was doing something wrong
Today was just like yesterday and the day before
I've been taking myself so !@#$ seriously and I can't

recall what for
I can t feel the sunshine anymore
I'm so tired of (*##$ing to myself and wrapping up my

emotions to please everyone else
I'm so tired of (*##$ing at all because life becomes so cynical
when You're waiting to fall

And I'm waiting to fall
Today was just like yesterday and the day before
I've been taking myself so !@#$ seriously and I can't

recall what for
I can t feel the sunshine anymore
I'm so inspired but you know short-lived inspiration can be

I'll brag about my self-improvement which just ends up lost
inside of me
I've no faith in justice, corrupted by wealth

And I've no faith in my peers, only a fading faith inside myself