Sitting here in my chaos
chaos in my room.
Chaos in my feelings

i don't know what to do

I don't wanna miss you

and I really can
I have to forget you
get out of my way, man


I have such a confused mind
I don't know what i have in my mind

all I know is crying about you isn't worth
it' not worth shedding tears


I know i have so much to give
but it's not enough - you said
there's something about me I don't have

in comparison

But I will rise above

with every single word you say
now I know
it's to little and too late

I'm getting punched all the time
I want to move on
staying away from you

helps me getting through

I'm breaking walls

deleting your number helps me
not writing you when I am
confused again

I hate the way you stand
I hate the way you look
It makes me run mile per mile

when I see your smile
It makes me run mile per mile
...

until I'm back with you