I don't patronize
I realize I'm losing and this is my real life
I'm half asleep and I am wide awake

This habit is always so hard to break

I don't wanna be the bad guy

I been blaming myself and I think you know why
I'm killing time and time's killing you
every way that I do


Did you say please just follow me
I thought you wanted me

Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else


I'm under the gun, feel like the only one
I just can't decide what I'm running from
This isn't what I wanted but

I can't keep my filthy $#&@ing mouth shut

It's not enough, it's never enough

And I wish I could breathe without getting stuck
Can't focus it but I try it over and over again


Did you say please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else


Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me

Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up

I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like...


Did you say please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I can't stay with someone else

I'll try to suck it up
I just keep $#&@ing up
I want you all to myself


Did you say please just follow me
I thought you wanted me

Cause I want you all to myself
I can try to suck it up
I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else