Vs1.
God it's obvious you know I just don't wanna leave / but how I'm thinking now a days has got me more than peeved / a product of my environment I can't deceive / but I don't want to be this person that I'm stuck seeing / / I'm angry all the time at I don't even know what / I'm angry at all the ways I got myself stuck / I'm angry at everything I was forced through cause people suck / a little rat in the lab getting probed and plucked // someone else making my life far worse than / controlling me before they known their own damn mission / visions of me conquering , fast fading / how I am nowadays is straight degrading // a man I used to be; a beast I am changing / survival skills are locked it feels impossible to change them / my brains scrammed with no known directive / should I stay or should I go my only question // (8:50pm)


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I feel I don't belong here / not a single things clear / what I'm thinking brings fear / am I gonna make it with these peers / I feel I don't belong here


Vs. 2 9/23/09 12:15pm
My mind torments me every day; sleep or awake / the devil taunts me telling me his lies, great / yelling at me like I'm doing wrong and ain't great / I try to ignore him and catch up to my real fate // don't want to be a waste but how do I change / how do I make it when the patience is strained / too many pushed me. Too many I pushed back / now not a one of us wants to tolerate more crap // mishaps on both ends have us all bent / I think I'm more screwed, too many I've come against / caught in the act of fighting with less purpose / and I keep fighting like an ill wired weapon /


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