I can feel it pumping through my veins
I can feel my mind is off again
I can feel it cutting through the pain

And I like it

I can't change the way things are

And I can't make you love me
And I like it, why do I like it?


Blind me I don't want o see this
Leave me I don't want your kindness
Numb me I don't want to feel it

My life is wasting away

So tell me sir with the bible in your hand

How can your God ever love this worthless man?
A man so low, who can't even love himself
With his pistol and his pills laying on the shelf


I can't save myself today
I can't change my evil ways

I can't ever be the same
And I like it, why do I like it?


You can't imagine all the pain
You can't make this go away
Please sir can you find a way

How do I like it? My life needs to change