Sometimes I try not to hate myself
For everything I never said
When you were here

And so I'm burning up photographs
Of what was a perfect past
'Cause I'm still here

But I'm barely holding on

Where did I go wrong

Choking on the difference
Between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone

I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt

And I wish you were here

It's so hard that I try to bury it

Pretend that you didn't exist
So I can be strong
But I feel sick

And I feel diseased
'Cause everyone abandons me
And I can't move along

'Cause I'm barely holding on

Where did I go wrong

Choking on the difference
Between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone

I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt

And I wish you were here

I can not pretend you didn't exist

Misery is just a state of mind
Hiding from the world's no way to live
So I'll convince myself that I'll be fine

I'll be fine
But since I lost you I'm barely holding on


Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference between
Me and the world

And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but

I'm still hurt

So I look up to the stars

And wonder out loud
Why everything I had in life
Has fallen from my arms

Can you even hear this song?
I'm screaming at the clouds
Screaming to a galaxy

That never cared at all
That I need you here