Ever since I was an infant, I always felt the need to be distant
I never felt the need to exist in... reality
I wish I could just fit in, mentally deranged

I feel I lost my brain, insane, I can't explain all the pain
It's probably cause of my youth that I'm standing in this booth
Reminiscing how I moved every single day, new school

Depressed even though I'm blessed, I was a fool
Found Mary Jane, ripped an eighth a day cause of stress
Living in a fictional state, I was a mess, I confess

Took anti-depressants an adolescent...
Had psychosis, I could never focus, cause the potent potion
Had got me feeling broken, paranoid, anxiety, hallucinating

From the smoking I was chocking, alienated from society
Never To Be Woken, I'm an alien