Verse 1:I thought i could define happiness but i can't so hand me a dictionary,
is love really real or is it fictionary,
this is what i ask my self,

cuz all these feelings i felt were only with her no one else,
love so high but then it fell,
so now i don't believe life could be a fairytale,

i thought she was the one,
was messing with my heart fun,
or why did you do it,

i fell for you but now you're gone and i feel stupid,
wish i could still hug you tight,
all this thinking doesn't let me sleep at night,

cuz flashbacks keep coming to my mind,
and the worst pain is knowing i can't call you mine,
hate when i see you talking to another guy,

i know i messed up i promise i didn't mean to lie,
i never pictured that our love would die,
wish you could see that for you I tried


Chorus: I'm tired of all these heart breaks,
followed with all these heart aches,

my heart I'm gonna take care of,
cause i always get hurt when i think I'm in love


Verse 2:

I really didn't want our relationship to end,

but i understand you would rather be my friend,
i just miss how close we used to be,
our love is dead so this is my eulogy,

i just want to know how you feel cuz i feel confused,
i gave you my heart and in return it got abused,
so much things i want to tell you but they won't come out,

if my heart could speak it would scream and shout,
cuz its been ripped and pulled out of my chest,
i know you're gone but its so hard to digest,

my world without you is so lonely and dark,
you lightened me up like a spark,
you were my fire my flame,

the fire in my heart is out and i'm the one to blame,
feels like without you i can't win,
feels like i can't breath cuz my oxygen leaving,

my heart is bleeding,
since my heart has been crushed,
the worst is that i got hurt by my number one crush,