Oh I didn't picture it like this
Where's the chains and rain (or pineapple)
I was falling down before I even got up

And pineapple
Packing my bags was I all had
Just get up and go and don't look back

Or find someone else

I'm gonna need some kind of strength

To rebuild everything up again
I thought I knew what this was all about
You slipped through my hands as I figured it out


I promise I want this


I thought I knew what this all was about
You slipped through my hands as I figured it out
I turned my back to the things that you say

And I swear to god that I shouldn't have left

You know I didn't picture it like this


'Cause in my head this plan was solid
I guess I didn't account for the detours

I got a little bit sick of the detours
In my mind I was looking for a fresh start
I couldn't find what I was looking for in your heart

You shut me out
And that shut me down


I'm gonna need much more than strength
If I'm ever going to see you again
I turn my back to the things that you said

And I swear to god that I shouldn't have left

I never gave up

But I can't bear to stay (you had enough now)
I never gave up
Even if you think I did

I'll admit I should take the blame for this
I never gave up
I would never make you stay (you had enough now)

I never gave up
Even if you think I did
I'll admit I should take the blame for this


If you can't be OK
Then I won't be fine

It's harder to pretend that I am alright
Now everything's falling
I don't have much time

But I can't be with you until I'm alright
If you can't be OK
Then I won't be fine

It's harder to pretend that I am alright
Now everything's falling
I don't have much time

But I can't be with you until I'm alright

I'm not alright


Right now isn't the time the time for this