If you saw the darkness before death
Life fading before it's last breath
Then you would know

If you saw life without hope, death without reason
Then you would know


Then you would know
The meaning of fear
Watching them live is killing me

Living on my time
Self sacrifice
Worth the loss of life

I would she'd infinite rivers of blood to paint a portrait of disgust with
Yours
Reveal your true colors, murder you and take back hope stolen from me

To see your reflection, but only as skin deep
To feel the shallow pulse of omnipotent sadness
My ritual silent

My ritual alone
Alone


Curtains I am closing
Infinity drowned
Darkness my crown

Never to resist
This is my sacrifice
I close my eyes

I'll make my $#&@ing deathwish be real!