And now I really don't care no more
Things never go the way the should
It's not sad but it's not ok

I turn into what I am
As if nothing else could hurt me
And everything I want to do


And in a land with a thousand seasides
I never really learned to swim at all

I really wanted to
And when the music comes over the houses
And I thought


And now I really don't care no more
Efforts never made a change here

And high hopes made it worse
And I turn into what I am
As if nothing else could reach me


And in a house with a thousand windows
And if I only knew why I was drawn to this

It is sad and it's not ok
And when the music comes over the houses
Sadness never was a choice here