Yeah. Now I $#&@ing get it what you meant
When you said moving as far as I can will change everything


I never understood it than but I understand it now
The options are slim-the placements perfect no one knows me here


And all those minutes I spent screaming at the wall.
Hoping maybe your picture could answer back
And sometimes yes sometimes I wish I didn't care.

Yes sometimes I wish I could never hear your voice.
Than maybe this would be easy-maybe this would be as simple
As the way I hurt you with out thought

Or reason without a shred of compassion...
And for the $#&@ ups I'm never coming home.


It's so easy when there is someone else to blame

But I see that same $#&@ing face every $#&@ing day.


I'm spending every second wishing I could take it all back


And you were so $#&@ing different

This is the end


I never got it I never knew what you meant


You only appreciate someone when there $#&@ing gone

And you kept drinking, until I didn't exist

Well I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm desperate
I'm sorry and for once I'm speechless.