I remember the first time,
I was just a little kid
And felt the weight of your hands,

In my $#&@ing face.
Growing up in tears,
Living my everyday fear,

You called me names,
You pushed me down.


You had no right to $#&@ me up!

Instead of giving me a helping hand,

You clenched your fist to beat me down,
What kind of man are you?
For many years I could not understand,

What I had done to deserve that hell,
And I will never have a clue...


Feels like I´m damaged forever,
I can´t sleep at night,
All this violent thoughts and nightmares

That you put me in.
I have to dream awake
And I believe my dreams

About breaking these chainz of hate,
Chainz of $#&@in´ hate.


One day I´ll find peace in my mind!