My shadows thrown out over me,
ALone on my knees.

I'm going to beat my head several times
For I wanna destroy myself...
...But I know that I haven't the heart to do it.


I'm the frailest guy
Cutting blades are flying and scratch in my brain.

I open my eyes and I see the blood.
My wounds have no way to heal.


My hopes will have to wait
In order to know what shade life is...
...I hope I won't be as I've always thought about it.


I hope it keeps a tight hand on me,
I'd live walking thoughtless

But the tears dropped
Lie in the way, ready to drown me.


I look at theat wonderful landscape
Thinking of those voices I've got in my arid garden
And then I compare.


I know, I'll know everythong from that easy glance
I won't understand...


...Useless thoughts...