I miss when things were simple
When I could actually fall asleep at night
This world has taken it's toll on me

This town this pattern my life
I'm so tired of everything
I'm so tired of everything

And I've spent my days just counting time
I know that I have been wasting my life


Live in the past cause history repeats
No faith, no hope, in anyone I meet
Long nights long shot in the dark

Abandoned soul that's been beaten from the start
No love, no grace, no question of worth
No amount of prayer could take me from this earth

So when I'm faced with all these nightmares that haunt me
I turn away and tell myself to keep breathing
Oh I keep breathing

I tell myself to keep my head up
I tell myself it's just a phase
Tell me when this will $#&@ing end


Well I've had enough
Someone take this burden away from me

I pray to god every damn day
But I think he stopped listening to me


I $#&@ing hate this place
I $#&@ing hate myself
I $#&@ing hate that it all turned out like this

I $#&@ing hate this place
I $#&@ing hate myself
Everything that I love is wasting away