If I could smoke a cigarette right now I would
rip out of my skin commit the sins oh I could

if I could break a heart and throw it all away for just one night
my conscience wouldn't care if I just went ahead and wrecked my life


I want to be destructive
trash everything in site
beat the Devil at his game

abuse myself all night
I want to (*##$ the world out
one loud aching scream

don't want anybody wanting anything from me

I'm sick of being perfect with your perfect little smile

pick a fight with danger be a stranger to myself for a while
I want to come unraveled and have it out with my soul
I'm tired of all the voices telling me which way to go

I wish you'd silence your opinion
that's the last thing that I want to know


I want to be destructive
trash everything in site
beat the Devil at his game

abuse myself all night
I want to (*##$ the world out
one loud aching scream

don't want anybody wanting anything from me

I'll fell better when I'm sane

but now I want to feel no pain
I'm really sick of thinking
I just want to be destructive


I want to be destructive
trash everything in site

beat the Devil at his game
abuse myself all night
I want to (*##$ the world out

one loud aching scream
don't want anybody wanting anything from me