we were f**ked right from the start
i never knew it would be this hard
you broke down my defense and you tore down my guard


we weren't even on the same page to start
thoughts of why we were what we were

hope these regrets come back to haunt you
and the things i say they stick with you


so why am i stuck here and thinking...these thoughts inside my head?
when you really were just scared because of everything i said
i know its not but it feels so much like your fault

and its the only way my brain can explain
and numb this persistent pain


are you such a person that you just can't see
how much this whole disaster once meant to me?


i'm sorry if you feel f**ked over
by the situation that you put me in
and the fact that you didn't know hurt more than you think it did

there's somethings that i'd never do to you
there's somethings i'll be pushed to
there's nothing left to say at all

except don't take it personal

so get get get

get the f**k out of my head
because everything you wanna say you should have already said