What have i done, what have i done
what have i just put my self into
now i am standing in the dark, in the middle of the sharks

you cant see how much i'm starving
you cant see how much am hurting
i am helpless i feel crazy, am nervous

i wish i was strong, i wish so strong
to make it all disapear to make it all goneg
god listen to me, please help

i know what i did was wrong
i know what i did, wasnt good enough
everybody makes mistake

the voice are getting louder and louder
everything is just louder
i cant take it anymore, i cant do it

why do i feel this way, i should be happy
i should be smilling and like everybody else, i should be living
why the world gotta be like, why the world gotta be like

everything is just tears right, everything is just fear right here
if i could only be a kid again i would.


(chorus)
oh! why do I feel this way
feel this way

feel this way
the more I trie and the less it working
the more I trie and the more I trie

you only live once (x3)
it yolo, it yolooooh


I was made for this, i was born for this
but now nothing can describe me right now
feel exausted i feel nothing

i keep on lossin more in mass
but back then they were no mistakes
but right now i feel more attacks

everybody around are looking classy
they all wanna be a part of flassy
they want euros to be heros

but everything gonna end one day
and everything will disapear one day
now please dont crie, tears will dry

everything you do will pay one day
now i am drowned in emotionals that is my prime
that was just my unvast past

that was just the part of my story
i am a fighter and i will fight for this
i will never give up i will fight for this

i am a soldier, i am a treading water





dont judge me

i was born for this, made for this (i am a treading water dont judge me.)

(chorus)

oh! why do I feel this way
feel this way
feel this way

the more I trie and the less it working
the more I trie and the more I trie
you only live once (x3)

it yolo, it yolooooh