Like; any; morning; of; my; junior; year; I; stumble; in; the; classroom; late; but; this
Day; I; see
Faces,; I; feel; an; air; like; a; funeral,; like; a; wake,; as; I; sit
Down.; 
My; teacher; speaking,; somewhat; somberly,; but; still; confident

And; calm.; 
Part; eulogy,; her; speech,; and; part; poem,; part; celebration
Song.; 
Her; warmth; and; smile,; she; passes; photocopies; out; to; us; of
Entries; from; a; journal
Kept; so; long; ago.; She; starts; to; read; and

Suddenly; it's; 1980.
March; 5?The; cancer; is; furious; but; our; son; is; resilient,; we; have; all; the
Faith; we'll; get; through; this; no; matter; what; the; end.; Treatments; are; violent

But; he; keeps; on; smiling.; It's; amazing; finding; joy; in; the; little; things.
April; 12?Andrew's; appetites; improved; and; we; thank; God; everyday.; But; still
It's; hard; sometimes; to; see; him; in; that; scarecrow; frame.

July; 9?There's; a; suffering; when; I; look; in; his; eyes.; He's; been; through; so
Much.; We've; all; been; through; so; much; but; what; incredible; resolve; our; little
Boy; shows,; only; 7,; standing; face; to; face; with; death.; He; said; it's; easy; to

Find; people; who; have; suffered; worse; than; him.; "Like; Jesus,; suffered; worse
Than; anyone,"; he; told; me; last; night,; "when; God; abandoned; him."
September; 20?We've; been; playing; in; the; yard; lately; and; spirits; are; high

Although; his; blood; counts; aren't.
October; 14?He; feels; tired; all; the; time.
November; 30?At; the; hospital; again.; It; feels; like; home; when; we're; here.

December; 8?He's; getting; worse.
January; 19?We; buried; our; son; today,; our; youngest; child,; and; while; his; death
Was; ugly; we; must; not; let; it; scare; us; from; God.; Abundant; grace; has; restored

Him.; A; brand; new; body.; And; set; him; free; from; the; torture,; finally; rid; of
The; cancer.; Before; the; moment; he; left; he; briefly; wrested; from; death,;
Suddenly; opened; his; eyes,; said,; 
"I; SEE; EVERYTHING.; I; SEE

EVERYTHING."
And; I; will; never; forget; it,; the; peace; and; the; comfort; you; displayed; through
A; pain; that; I; can; only; imagine.; The; loss; of; a; child; to; the; torture; of

Cancer.; Help; me.; Because; I; can; only; imagine; how; you; recovered,; kept; your
Faith; and; held; the; brightness; of; life; inside; the; smile; of; a; child; you; had
To; bury.; And; I; will; never; forget; him; or; your; steadfast; faith.; No,; I; will

Never; forget; you.; Now; six; or; seven; years; later,; I'm; devoid; of; all; faith.; I; am; empty; of; comfort; and; I; am; weary; of; waiting.; Though; I've; felt; nowhere
What; you; have,; I; see; nothing; at; all.; Though; I've; felt; nowhere; what; he; did,;
My; eyes; are; closed.;