Night; fell; on; me; writing; this; and; I; ran; out; of; paper; so; I; crossed; the; name
Out; at; the; top; of; the; page.; Not; sure; why; I'm; even; writing; this.; But; I; guess
It; feels; right.; It; sort; of; feels; like; I; have; to?like; an; exorcism.
I

Guess; that; makes; me; sound; crazy; but; that's; alright.; Lately; I; feel; like; I
Might; be,; not; that; I've; heard; any; voices; or; anything.; Just; like; that
Everyday; kind,; where; you; forget; things; you; shouldn't; and; you; think; too; much

About; death.
Maybe; you; know; what; I'm; talking; about.; Or; maybe; you
Would; have; known?; Or; had; known?; 
Is; it; once; knew?; I; don't; know; what
Tense; to; use.
I; know; I; never; used; to; feel; like; this.; I; used; to; never

Think; of; death; or; hear; voices.; I; used; to; feel; like; everything; was; perfectly
In; order,; a; normal; life,; but; I; guess; then; came; a; departure.


That; I; know; you; understand; (or; would've; understood?).; I; guess; things
Changed; after; that,; and; I'm; mostly; scared; now.


But; it's; there; in; the; stories,; or; whatever; they; are.; You; can; see; it.
Anybody; could; if; they; could; look.; I; wrote; some; notes; in; the; margins
Explaining; it.; The; rest; is; in; between; lines; or; in; the; fine; Print.; First,;

The; feeling; of; abandonment,; and; then; trying; to; cope.; Then; death; and; hope
And; the; thing; itself,; waiting; for; me.; It's; all; there; in; the; pages; ahead; of
Here.; It's; there; waiting; for; you.

Or; for; me.; I'm; not; sure.

The; whole; story.