So; here; goes,; 
One; last; letter; now.; One; last; attempt; to
Make; sense.; Who; have; I; been; writing; to?; I'm; not; sure; anymore.; What; have; I
Been; trying; to; accomplish?; It's; a; mystery,; I; guess.; Self-made; secrecy.

Things; get; cloudy; and; now; all; these; stories; and
The; struggle; as; an
Undercurrent,; both; get; blurry; by; the; minute; both; get; blurrier.; 
So,;
Which; voice; is; this; then; that; I've; been; writing; in?; Is; it; my; own; or; his?


Has; there; ever; been; a; difference; between; them; at; all?


I; don't; know; I; don't; know.; 

One; last; desperate
Plea.; One; last; verse; to; sing.; One; last; laugh; track; to; accompany; the; comedy.


Have; I; been; losing; it; completely?; Losing; sanity?; Or; has; it; been
Fabricated,; fashioned; by; the; worst; of; me?; 
I; know; I; knocked; the; table
Over; because; I; watched; the; jar; break; and; I've; been; trying; to; repair; it

Every; single; stupid; day; But; won't; the; cracks; still; show; no; matter; how; well
It's; $$#embled; can; I; ever; just; decide; to; let; it; die; and; let; you; go?


All; my; motives; and; every; single; narrative; below; reflects; that

Moment; when; it; broke; and; will; I; never; let; it; go
No; matter; what?; Now; I; am; throwing; all; the; shards; away,; discarding; every; fragment,; and; fumbling
Uncertain; towards; a; Curtain; call; that; no; one; wants; to; happen,; that; no; ones
Going; to; clap; for; at; all,; but; that; still; has; to; be.