Verse 1:

Are you crazy what you think you doing?

Stop flunking classes god damn what are you stupid?
Ma, how could you be so damn ruthless
I'm having issues i thought you knew this?

Screw it, i guess i blew it, Tubas.
I gotta get my %#@! together,
Double dosed depression %#@!ty weather,

Feelin at this point it only gets better,
i guess i was wrong, writin depressing songs,
Hitting bongs, mental state anything but strong,

Does anyone here feel the way im feeling
theres fish in the sea but how much can you reel in?
Ankles break as soon as i start 'healing'

i fall to the ground, without a sound,
Seep through the cracks im becoming hell bound,
The Devil and me are chemically together, compound,

So lost in this world I can never be found,

Verse 2:


Hey Ma, can you at least give me a break?
having a tough time seeing through, opaque

Friends becoming fiction stories, it's all fake,
I give you my heart but whats really at stake?
My niceness seems to get mistook for weakness,

Stupid like a movie first and than the teasers,
How could you $#&@ him without tellin me?
Why did you choose him this time instead of me

No criminal record but this is surely a felonie,
I need a bottle oxy codon's and morphine, please,
Help me, god damn i needa get up my cheese,

Us chirst, this is my darkest night,
Cristopher Nolan,
Lost everything, its finally unfolding,

Even woulda thought my identity is stolen
You left before i seen it
I thought i was all you ever needed

i never lied but i knew you kept secrets,
To live without you girl i dont know,
Nowadays your feelings just don't show,

A year now we've watched each other grow,