[Verse 1]
Haters yall can die slow, I'd murder yall with a nas flow

I'd eat your lives in like five blows, You can't hide if you tried so
And yes I'm acting real hostile, these bars will put you in the hospital
I got goals to reach and I'm just trying to achieve the impossible

I puked about 4 times before I wrote this verse
And that I was the night before and nah i didn't need a nurse
And when I spit ill raps so yall can hear it first

Lyrically slaughter my enemies and put em in a hearse
I've been waiting too long for new outcomes
How can I not be an artist when I made two albums?

All by my !#@*ING self, I didn't get no !#@*ING help
And yes I'm enraged as $#&@ can't you (*##$es !#@*ING tell?
Because I have been through !#@*ING hell and I'm trying to get to heaven still

But it's as hard as driving with broken wheels over seven hills
Yeah, I'm just a kid with a lack of fortune
So i'm just screaming !#@* MY LIFE while I'm recording


[chorus]
Yeah now what's a kid without no confidence huh?

Now what's a kid who stopped chasing all accomplishments
Who decided to give up and he's about to face the consequence
His strive has been cut down so to himself he's saying

Get Up Now! Get Up Now! Cmon Cmon![X4]

[Verse 2]

Uh...I'm thinking about hitting the killswitch
I'm feeling like a bad boy you can call me Will Smith
On every microphone I destroy and it feels sick

Just bring me to a toliet and I'll let out some real %#@!
Yeah now what's a kid who almost lost it all?
Who lost his determination and he begins to fall?

Who lost his ambition like he's doesn't want it dawg
And started getting mad as $#&@ because he never on the blogs
Trying to make it to the rap game ain't easy

Despite the fact when I'm on tracks I spit it so greezy
And $#&@ what the doubters say they're just to decieve me
Because I think I got potential oh lord please believe me

I think I lost my strive but I'm about to regain it back
And do what I love to do which is obviously making tracks
And acting like a maniac while maintaining these crazy raps

And $#&@ everybody around the world who never gave me jack.

[Chorus]


[Bridge]
Everyday I wake up I always feel the worst

And I can't understand why my life feels like it has a curse
Because I was born with a gift you can tell when I spit a verse
But when I let my voice out to the whole world it doesn't work


[Verse 3]
Everytime I work so hard it's like nothing happens

And it makes me think back on why I even started rapping
Take me to a club and I'll go in like I'm party crashing
Rapping is my only passion so I'll run it like a $#&@ing captain

Yeah now what's a kid who can't complete his dream?
Nowadays you need connections is what it $#&@ing seems
I do this lone wolf style I don't even have a $#&@ing team

Making projects all by myself...lucky me.
God dammit I can't stand it of doing %#@! all alone it's not even how I planned it
My %#@! don't even get surfaced on this $#&@ing planet

My %#@! is deeper than the atlantic...and I can't wait to make these (*##$es panic

[Chorus]