I'm thinking of
Thinking all the $#&@ed people
Thinking all the %#@! I love

They are all the things I've made
Straight from my heart
Begging all the saint people

Burning is the same evil
Somehow making me feel sane
Waiting all this time

I've got nothing to hold on
But the phases of my life
I can see before I'm gone

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything

And the %#@! seems to follow
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm hate to be

All along I seem to make believe
And the %#@! seems to follow
I'm thinking of

Making all the $#&@ed people
Making the (*##$es I love
Make them die and go away

Pain from the start
All my dreams are ripped apart
Thinking all the $#&@ed people


They are all the things I've saved
Waiting all this time

I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything

And the %#@! seem to follow
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm meant to be

All along I seem to make believe
And the %#@! seems to follow
Your life, I hate it

Oh God, can I reclaim?
Stop and help me
Sometimes I feel it chasing me

All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the %#@! seems to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm meant to be
All along I seem to make believe

And the %#@! seems to follow
The %#@! seems to follow