CHORUS:

waking up everyday getting a little older

get in drunk off beats and rapping till im sobber.
im sick off it. my death i can picture it.
all alone in this world thank god im rid it .

VERSE 1:

coz im tierd off waking up and seein the same old walls.

sick off walking round on road with the same old fools.
tierd off this %#@!,i wish i could change it all.
go back in time and make it in the school.

wish i could got back and re write it all again.
take a step back and before you became my friend.
back staberz i could see them around every bend.

waiting to stab so they could see me up in pen.
where was you when i needed you.
where was you when

i was in prison and needed someone to help see me through.
where was you when it was me and the four walls.
you was on the roadside chillin with four fools.

just jamin on the block living for no cause.
now im just sittin by myself,
just living in this hell.

with no one to help
but i dont need no one just me and myself.
coz im....


VERSE 2:


coz its the same %#@! in and out, just a different way.
no change im still waiting for my brighter day.
with no job im still waiting for some type of pay.

down in the gutter is where i might just stay.
with no light to show me where im going.
or no the pain in my eyes im showing.

the same reflection everyday im growing and
just the sight of all these heads that im knowing
coz there

fake friends are your mates when you got a ben.
they wanna take something or should i say lend.
coz no one wanted to no when i was in pen

to busy having party's every weekend.
while i was sittin there as days go by
wishing i was on the roadside gettin high.

wishin i was with my girls right by her side.
now im sittin here wishing as the days go by.
coz im....