Drowning in myself
those pills make me misuse my time


I've lost control
now I'm sinking, sinking
into the abyss of my mind


I've lost control
now I'm sinking, sinking

into the bedding of my couch

leave me breathing

I better take the last
step alone


Chorus:

This is how it ends

this is what I've got
I felt so close to the top
now I'm leaving unintended

Who will be missing me
will I ever see
any common face again

now that they take me away

I've been so strong

felt so clear
now I'm falling apart


I never thought
it would take
only a second

to lose my life

I count to the end of madness

1,2,3 !#@*

let's count to the end of madness

1,2,3 !#@*

I see I'm the only one counting

1,2,3 !#@*



take a look at me
this is what happens when you want too much


cleaving to the back
I'm sinking, sinking
some voices call my name


and all I hear
while I'm sinking, sinking

someone's gonna come and pick me up

someone help me

this time I took too much



Chorus:

This is how it ends

this is what I've got
I felt so close to the top
now I'm leaving unintended

Who will be missing me
will I ever see
any common face again

now that they take me away

This is how it ends

this is what I've got
I felt so close to the top
now I'm leaving unintended

Who will be missing me
will I ever see
any common face again
now that they take me away


Friends I'll miss you till my mind fades