I should be feeling more
I should be writing words
I should be crying tears

For how hard this hurts

I should be jumping trains

Just to get to you
Just to hold your hand
Cause that's what daughters do


But I can't give back what I never had


How could I love you
How could I love you, like you want me to


I should be taller
I should have a trusting heart
I should be so damn smart

I should be someone, who's invincible
Cause someone loved me, unconditional.


But I can't give back, what I never had.

How could I love you

How could I love you, like you want me to

How could I love you

How could I love you, like you want me to

Just like you want me


And no, I can't give back, what I never had