I lock up my door
There is no distance I'll ignore
But in this case

I am lost with nothing to gain
I can't blame
You anymore

It's also my fault and I'm ashamed
I couldn't let go
It's not easy to explain


So here I am
Screaming out of control

Here I stand
Knowing I can't be yours
Here I am


Stay just for one day
Don't let this feeling go away

Silently take what is yours
As I turn away
Can't be brave

What is it for?
I used to be whole and so simple
I'll stay in the back

Blend like Indigo
And somehow I'll grow


So here I am
Screaming out of control
Here I stand

Knowing I can't be yours
Here I am


And through it all
I can't believe
That I am stronger than

I thought I was
Before I met you
You are part of me


So here I am
Screaming out of control

Here I stand
Knowing I can't be yours
Here I am

Here I am
Here I am