First verse

Say that im back, but i was never gone


working on a track but im tired of writing songs.


Consider the retirment cus nothing seems to inspire me

Im that broke man with nothing to fix and still cant pay bills or cash checks


cus no one wants to hire me, they'd rather fire me


Im a bad look so dont look up to me, i aint nothing to admire.

As water reflects man, iron sharpens iron, quite the irony cus im swimming


in the pool just to put out the fire in me.


telling me to cool down but the same ^!$$%s holding me down are pulling me down and i dont wanna drown

i dont wanna sink, to think i couldnt amound to anything makes me believe i could achieve anything.


so first thing, yall dont know anything about me and secoundly


i know myself better than anyone else so dont ever doubt me.

im outies, tell me ill fail well ill do just well and prevail


say that you didnt hear that, ill spell it out, yell and shout till yall hear me


speaking clearly cus i know what im all about.

Start off with a little bit of this, little bit of that


hugs and a kiss, lots of hearts to show the love back.


Rarely not the kind to say like this cus i only write scrips comments from hot track to

aight %#@!.


Despite it, i cant hide it, im tryna shine and expose some enlightment


Jot some thoughts with this bright pen, writing a page and cite in on stage

with my hype men. Pushing 24/7 around the clock, its all day, everyday, nonstop !


till im not around still got some underground underneath me in the depths of the


deep sea, dont need rest cus there aint time for being sleepy

its creepy, nightmares and dreams double team me


like i live the life of a troubled teen thats needy askin for change by the


street lights cus small bites dont feed me.

ive built this hunger for love, but doesnt matter how much i munch and grub


its never enough.


Rough times not that buff guy but i have a strong mentality with a tough mind.

Minding my mind so i dont ever depend on my heart.


I think and feel %#@!, things i dont even want, look what i gotta deal with.


$#&@ it, i aint doing music unless i feel it cus the only thing i gotta say is some real

%#@!.


So here i am stuck on pointless programs and slow jams


Waking up trying to make sense out of an unusual dream like what the $#&@ did any of it

mean ?


The behind the scene is unseen on my screen, where my life & reality come in between

to intervene with this green and lean to relieve the pain i take some morphine


i cant abstain this abstinence, opium, blue yumm yumm, laced with cannibus, hash is

burned turned to ashes, Travis pouring me glasses.

Got that fire on D, keep dem drinks coming, burning blunts blunty tellin me not to play


with fire sparks from matches cus im low on my lighter.

Give wine to the winer and beers to the tears, give me your finest and we'll all give


cheers.

Hardcore liquor cus im not a softcore ^!$$%(repeated)