Intro:
Right hand on the bible
I swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth so

Help me God.

Chorus (x2):

And you give them the honest truth
And watch them dishonor you
So here here's the honest truth

Now do what you wanna do.

Say what you want but I'm comfortable with my life

I say that I'm nice to stay in the lime light
Or maybe I'm alone and this brain aint really workin'
And the man I portray is an entirely different person

But if you aint fond of me I could care $#&@in' less
Maybe you knew me in high school before all the $#&@in stress
But if you gonna judge me on the person I was a few years ago

Just think ur facts are outdated a few years you know.
And what that say for you and your negative opinion
Is based on the outlook of a life you claim you been in

And if you tellin me I'm soft then I'm glad that you harder
Cause if I was any harder I'd be dead in that water.
What you say is just !@$!ed

Just look at where I started
And how the people that I bond with is out faster than sonic
Who ever thought I'd date that Persian a few years ago I was married bruh

Maybe outta spite cause I aint feel like the same character
I hadt to tell myself look it aint your fault I aint mad at ya
Yet look to my left and my right like where's nadia

Oh that's right I'm too hard I aint really supposed to miss you
So to remind myself I look at the picture where you kiss dude
Ho the $#&@ could you

Or more like why the $#&@ would you?
A few times I wished you dead then I heard you was on a hospital bed
Like "God I take back what I said"

I don't know what I'd do if you died
Na $#&@ it I hope you die
And it gets harder every season

With the thoughts of a murder every evening
Yet laugh about it like I was a second from killin' steven
Like I aint had a good reason

Like I wasn't outside of your home
Leather gloves over the chrome
Waiting for you both to come out so I could cap him in his dome.

Lucky you took while got a text from my lil sister
Like when you gonna come home? Lets play I miss ya
Than I thought about it and the %#@! got hard

Like I don't want Shantal to see me grow up through some bars
I mean I can't let her grow up without her big brother
I mean she looks up to me like no other

Like I aint her best friend in the world
And trust me I know how it feels to lose your best friend in the world
Closed my eyes she heard the news I heard her scream

I put the gun under the seat and drove home and took that girl to dairy
Queen
I know I don't spend enough time it aint close to what I used to

But understand I rap to make a bright future for you to.
And once this career takes off I'll set aside the time
Before I decide to pick up the pen and write a rhyme.

Oh and by the way I never thought I'd speak to jonathan
Then I did and all he did was re $$#ure me why we don't talk again
Maybe I shouldn't talk of it

Maybe I don't give a $#&@
Maybe I told you what was up and u betrayed all of my trust.


I don't tell people my problems
Well I told hkan my problems
I watched her pretend to help and then deceive me to my face

And they wonder why I'm mad like that aint $#&@in fake
Like I should just be like cool and that's something people do
Like you play me for a fool and I'll be like true...


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Chorus x2