(Verse 1)
When I was in school/ there was about two/
Of these bullies/ they knew me/ thought I wasn't cool/

'Cuz I wasn't/no luck/ well it's not like I should/
But one day they pushed me as hard as they could/
Not physical/ no/ but emotional/ yes/

Said I wasn't a dumbass but something way less/
So I scribbled these words down and started to think/
Of a way to avenge myself for what they did/

And I looked at my bruises/ I looked at my tears/
And those horrible memories so many of years/
Hey Randy/ and Brandy/ and my sweet insanity/

Their all washed away and my God it's so dandy/
I know what you're thinking/ but I didn't kill 'em/
I just left them a message that they won't forget/

And like a famous promise that's never kept/
"Your head's going up his $$#" and that's all I said/
And I know/ that it might be dumb/

but someone had to do it now/
Hey/ what the hell?
Did he just say that?

I don't care but let's carry on/
And from little to little it started to grow/
This hatred inside me that wanted to go/

And punch this one someone that bothered me so/
You know what they say "If you want something go"/
So I did and just then this other (*##$ came/

Said I was in trouble and try not to blame/
Someone else but it ended up being the same/
I $#&@ed that (*##$ up; God I hope she's okay/


(Hook)
Ohh What I've done/

What the hell is wrong with me?
My sick thoughts/
My thoughts are just taking over/

Ohh what I've done/
Crumbling my bones and insides/
My sick thoughts/

Burn in hell 'cuz theyre my mind now/

(Verse 2)

Hey now stop and listen for a bit/
Got beats? Mad style? But you're still aint worth for %#@!/
Yea went from fast to chill exactly how I take a pill/

Wow did he just say that bill? Yea he's just extremely ill-/
NESS, naughty entertainment system/
!#$* I know what you're thinking, listen/

CALM your tits and let me finish/
!#@( I'll even do it like I'm British/
"I find it just preposterous that you're sitting over there/

when over here is just so magical and it is pretty swell/"
Hey that's my mind, it's my time, well goodbye/
I know I'll be okay and that you'll be just fine/

When alas I have died and at last I learned how to survive/
In my mind, to survive in this place I call lies/
And I despise everybody that's telling me %#@!/

Well yes I'm mad now go to hell kid/
I know I'm sick and I know I'm a (*##$/
But when it comes to this I'll kick your $$#, Snitch!

Now listen to this and speak to my fist/
Not one more word or I'll break all your teeth/
I'm a speed demon and when I see you/

I waste all my gas just to see you go VROOOOMMMM!

(Verse 3)

I know, I know just what I must do/
I must make picket signs that express how it's cool/
To just smoke one, and snort some, inhale it just so gruesome/

And make you feel so chronic, dear, reality, your mind's gone/
You see how it is?
You see how it went?

From pretty to happy to sick then a dent/
In your life in your mind in your whole world that's kind/
Maybe just maybe it's all but a lie?

Or it's not, not my fault that you might think it is/
So I said it with rhythm and music indeed/
But get it through your mind cuz kid your life is a-
(shut up you're annoying!)
SHEESH!

Blank-slate is what your mind's-getting to so lose-focus cuz you're not letting it- grow in us so please don't be a bother- and please go somewhere farther- escape asylum and just die alone/
Look at me move and look at me fly!
Look at me look at me look at me hi!
The world is twisted in a way I'm fine/
And if it got any better I think I might die!

They did it they did it ; point at you, you cheated!
Read it and live it but don't you forget it/
Our thoughts might be simple; united completed/
We ride till we fall and we'll fall till we Kill it!/