Trying to do what I love
Trying to chase my dreams but my feet they giving up
Cause it seems I hit a ceiling it and I'm feeling kinda stuck

Trying to just stay positive but ain't positive its enough
Because a bunch of things that just factor in, I'm not a factory so don't rush
Me on these songs all along been no entourage on this bus

Just been me, myself and I, pretty much only people I trust
Survived a couple of pitfalls, couple people got pissed off
And I bit my tongue and just kept quite through the blatant disrespect

I been down and out, I mean counted out and I mean basically left for dead
Ain't no round about go head count it out I mean (*##$ go and place your bets
Oh you "bout it bout it" then bowing out cause I'm bound to get what's next

But then my Happiness has been drained; emotionally I'm in debt
I'm just trying to stay focused, that's easier said
Every turn has a turncoat business has cache

And ya I know I forgave some people but never did I forget

It's the party and the dream

And the boy who rides in between
I'm only getting bigger, I'm Only
It's The Party and the dream

And the boy who rides in between
I'm only getting better,
I'm only getting


And then a couple things ain't pan out, did my best to branch out
Seems I had some luck before but I think that (*##$ just ran out

You only want what's best well, best you better stand out
And then every person I meet now and it seems they got they hand out
And I went so long with out writing; I almost threw the towel in

I'm at a loss for words, somebody throw a vowel in
I'm only human, takes a lot of talent
Between the party and the dream, and I'm searching for that balance

So $#&@ them to infinity cause this industry almost finished me
All this negative energy you ain't been through this no empathy
These opinions ain't offending me, critics ain't no friends to me

What's the worst that you can do? I'm already my own worst enemy
They love it when you on top, ride coattails when you pop
And pray to God you don't flop, 'cause so called friends will walk

My flows on fire, been through hell
Opened fire you can see the shells
Tried to $$#assinate my character but then they failed

Oh well

It's the party and the dream

And the boy who rides in between
I'm only getting bigger, I'm only
It's The party and the dream

And the boy who rides in between
I'm only getting better,
I'm only getting