I ran home, felt like a kid again
like i did way back when
eyes open wide

i came here to hide
and so it goes


few days shy
of 25
alone again

wondering why
no one stays
by my side

and so it goes

i dont wanna know what love is

i'm just trying
to exsist
and i'd like to think you'll be back after this

oh but i know you dont believe it

there are pieces of you here

that just wont dissappear
atleast for another year
so i wish you well my friend

cuz i know you wont be back again

i've never felt so

half of what i am
so lights out
lets do this again


tomorrow's on hold
when i'm missing conversations

and comming off cold

i'll take the fall

and blame this all on me
for the sake of hiding
what created this catastrophe

where every day's a heartbrake
and it hurts to be awake
and so it goes


you dont have to convince me
the truth is in your words

when i wake it will be me
still being absurd
and so it goes


i dont wanna know what love is
i'm just trying

to exsist
and i'd like to think you'll be back after this
oh but i know you dont believe it


there are pieces of you here
that just wont dissappear

atleast for another year
so i wish you well my friend
cuz i know you wont be back again