Rock with me I'm a take you on a journey bout everything that has hurt me
I'm used to being alone, so thank you if you desert me
I don't really give a $#&@ about other people's emotions

So if I might hurt yours, it's your fault if you show it
The ground? I am below it, heartless? You know it
My heart's as cold as snow in New York, and yeah it's frozen

Staring into the eyes of a man who you know is soulless
Staring into the eyes of the !@$( you know who sold it
$#&@ it I'm gonna make it, I'm happy knowing you hate it

This %#@! is for the taking so guess who is gonna take it
I've spilled blood for what I love, tears 'cause of my fears
Sweat 'cause of regret 'cause what I've done over the years

I know that my time is now and I know that my time is here
I know that your time was close and I knew that my time was near
So if you hate me then here, this gun? It now appeared

Shoot me to get rid of me and we'll see who really cares
Blood is coverin' my eyes, I'm blinded to what's around me
I'm motivated to be the greatest 'cause they used to doubt me

People used to clown me, $#&@ it man they still do
It just grew on me, like some $#&@in' mildew
Imagine being told by everybody that they feel you

But they will never feel you, for real dude
If it wasn't for the hate that I been through
Maybe I wouldn't have been this great, and it kills you

Dreams of being remembered by everyone who supported me
Nightmares seeing my mother contemplating bout aborting me
Magine if she got rid of me? Think about what she did to me

Even when I was born? She didn't want %#@! with me
But I'm a $#&@in' soldier, anything I'll get over
You're opening old wounds, I'm tryna get some closure

You was livin' by the book I did %#@! I ain't s'pose to
Imagine having a big name, people tryna expose ya
Kept my mouth shut 'cause I ain't wanna slip up

I have a lot of fans that look up to me, so what the $#&@
Am I supposed to do? I can't get close to you


Or, you, or you, or you, or you

People wanna use you for what you do and it's brutal

Nobody really cares about what other people put you through
Nights all alone, nobody's ever home
Everybody wants you when you hot, then drop you when you cold

I swear that I've been kicked down, spit on, my life? It's been %#@!ted on
and still I spend sleepless nights recording 'cause I got %#@! on
My mind, nobody ever listens

'Cause when I open my mouth, they think I'm only (*##$in'
I don't wanna hear your answers, I don't want you to agree
Don't want you to hear my problems, just want you to hear me

Don't want you to try and solve 'em, don't want you to pay attention
I just wanna let it all out, but you will never ever listen, man $#&@
and I know that time is priceless

Gambling with my life let's see how good my luck with dice is
People judging me 'cause of my actions
Wanna battle with mics? Go dig up one of the Jacksons

Life was never meant for the weak, only the strong
That's the way I think, you're welcome to prove me wrong
So I'm writing this song so people won't feel alone

What's goin' on in our minds, some people will never know