I met myself this morning/ Had a chat and a cup of tea
I thought about some really heavy things & realized you never would've left me

When will I stop having these irrational fears?
When will I stop causing myself so many tears?


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I'm sorry, love; I apologize to you and your broken heart
I swear, I didn't know what I was doing but I do now

and I'm sorry, love, for killing our love

I thought of you this afternoon

Had one of those daydreams that bring me to my knees
I found myself wishing you were next to me
I guess I really did it this time- pushing you away was my specialty

When will I stop letting my mind sabotage me?
When will I learn only pain comes from over-!@#^yzing these things?


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when will I grow up out of all these borrowed fears?

when will I accept it's not impossible to be loved?

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