She told me I'm too stuck up, I need to be spaced out...

I guess I should... reply...


Message 1:
You saying I need to be spaced out, I think you need to stay stuck in

Stuck in love, cuz' you run out everytime I pull in
See, if you only did what I told you, it would've been a win-win
Now it's a win-lose, and I'm the one losing and you're confused

You see I know you didn't like to put up with all my habits
But when something with so much beauty approaches, I make like a rabbit
And crawl back into my hole, the same one I dug up to go to sleep

And the pain hits me more and the pain is still so deep
And when it rains I feel your tears pour on me
Like a drizzle of heavy liquor and hennessy

And I don't drink, I'm young, and I don't plan doing so
But when we're not together I have bad ambitions so I say go
Hoe, why'd you let me call you that?

I went Twisted on you, like the time I called you fat
But you're not really not, you're perfect and that's a fact
I wonder if what we used to have, we can have it back....

But then again.... I just remember what you said

(Bridge):

Like I just think we should take a break
Whatever happened to the times when we used to date?
And what you been doing up so late?

I don't see us being together again, it's just fate
(And then you say)


(Chorus):
You need to be more spaced out, more spaced out
You text me back and tell me that I should be spaced out

Like, what ever happened to how things used to be?
I'm still the old me, can't you see?
But the spaced out me is all I could be...


Oh damn.. I guess.. I should try again


Message 2:
Tell me why, you gotta be so damn fly
And then fly away when the time was right

Like I was wind and you were the damn kite
And now you're right beyond my sight
My vision blurred, can't tell left from right

And it's times like these that makes me reminisce my past
Our past I mean, swore our moments shared were everlast
What happened to us? We were like constellations in the sky

And it feels like an asteroid destroyed us, I won't tell no lie
Not a second goes by, that I don't pray to God wishing
That things would get better for both of us and us all

Phone by my side, Facebook logged in
You don't Tweet, but you keep my statuses going on
Waiting for your next call, cuz I've burned too much right now

Less communication is better, got me asking Why and How?
But that was last week, that was before and this is now
And I don't know if I'll regret this

And I don't know if you'll get this
I wonder if what we had, we can have it back
But then again... I remembered what you said...


(Bridge):
Like I just think we should take a break

Whatever happened to the times when we used to date?
And what you been doing up so late?
I don't see us being together again, it's just fate

(And then you say)

(Chorus):

You need to be more spaced out, more spaced out
You text me back and tell me that I should be spaced out
Like, what ever happened to how things used to be?

I'm still the old me, can't you see?
But the spaced out me is all I could be...


And you haven't written back...
I guess I'll wait
Nah $#&@ it.... I gotta vent....

Message 3:

The way this is pushing me, I might as well just reach death
Like life isn't complete if your not right here next to me
And I wasn't the one that you would think to be suicidal
Just like I never would've thought your love to be vital
And now you're giving me the damn silent treatment

But this %#@! isn't a treat, it's a poison demon
Now I'm struck between, looking at our past photos
Thinking about the memories that made us and eventually did break us
Cuz, all I ever wanted was you, this whole damn time
I only fought because I thought the attention was shrewd

Now I'm stuck studying at a damn institute
Forced by my own self to live a lie
Maybe now you and me can see eye to eye
I doubt my own eyes will be open in a hour
I sent chocolates at your doors and even flowers

And a card and a picture of our first ever smile
A smile that eventually met mine to be so vile...

I don't know what I'm saying
Emotions flowing through my brain
And I'm about to end it all now

Please don't give up praying....

(Phone Ringing)

Hello?