applying moisturizer in the microwave window
for the tenth time he shouldve called me an hour ago
would he be here with flowers if i lived in arizona?


they say theres no love left in the big cities its kinda true
i guess youll find me coming soon to a small town near you

ill sell my guitar so i can by myself a tractor

$#&@ this this cant be my life

i moisturized ten times tonight
why cant i sit down and write
bring this question to light?


chorus
do you want a lover or do you want a life?

one hand or the other the butter or the bread knife?
do you choose winter spring summer or fall?
its driving me crazy that i cant have it all


if these walls could talk theyd probably cry out for mercy
til im outlined in chalk ill be romantically thirsty

so i drink and drink from the proverbial time sink

$#&@ this this cant be my life

tears flowing in full force tonight
why cant i sit down and write
bring this question to light?


chorus


do we hold the future or does it come in peace?
and if its in my hands are you sure it should be in brittle hands like these?
life love and the pursuit of all the things they promised me

can i have all of the above? are the best things in life truly free?