Verse 1

If I tell you how I felt would you consider me your help

Would you patiently listen to all the bull%#@! that I dealt
How they use to call me fat and ugly pants couldn't belt
Would you forgive me for all my burden on you without guilt

Lucky me without self confidence I found myself
Still I let'em brag hoping they heads wouldn't swell
New Boys a jerk I kept my mind in a nut shell

I didn't want to be near when they start playing with themselves
Thinking allowance letting your kid go outside and play
Knowing my mother was working the hotel I wouldn't say

I had the one dope outfit for that Friday
Wishing was that cool kid with the new kicks everyday
Maybe not he was sixteen in the eighth grade

Maybe I'll $#&@ up cuz all the studying won't pay
Till I heard my mother you could be a doctor someday
How can I when I don't seem'em around my way


Chorus


Whatever happen happened it was meant to be
I'm not perfect just let me be
All I ask just pray for me ( 2x )



Verse 2


Good for nothing staring at my closet set
My dude played the confidence game with his old $$#ets

Last season pepe jeans no care I to copp it
Without guilt taking 60 from my fathers wallet
Once I grew facial hair he stop being dad

I stop being son and pepe jeans started to sag
Younger duded grew goatees and I was mad
Cuz these $#&@ing pepe jeans didn't help me bag

Baby face you can't visualize my innocence
She wanted grown and sexy with good credit
I'm stuck tryna do the math and still couldn't get it

You still in high school ma what you know about debit
If every dude the same what you know about different
A down to earth dude who rub your feet while he kiss it

You chose same and cry every time he gone missing
Now you want different but I'm too cold to listen


Chorus

Whatever happen happened it was meant to be

I'm not perfect just let me be
All I ask just pray for me ( 2x )



Verse 3


I sit here not blaming eve for the apple
Or president obama for the Libyan gamble
I was taught never believe everything you see on the panel

So if I don't want to watch 2012 happen I just flip the channel
I carelessly ignore all political issues
I got my own drama I got a issue

I left N.Y. cuz your friends won't do it for you
Is hard to die off when everybody misses you
Your only option is to let me go or cater me

What you rather see me in the hood or succeed
Dig your own stash I can't be your trustee
When you buy into something make sure there's a guarantee

Gone for the moment I hate goodbyes
I gotta stay strong my brother I can't cry
Real family is real hard to come by

Till I gotta bring out the black suit and black tie

Whatever happen happened it was meant to be

I'm not perfect just let me be
All I ask just pray for me ( 2x )