If this is redemption, why do I bother at all
There's nothing to mention, and nothing has changed

Still I'd rather be working at something, than praying for the rain
So I wander on, till someone else is saved


I moved to the coast, under a mountain
Swam in the ocean, slept on my own
At dawn I would watch the sun cut ribbons through the bay

I'd remember all the things my mother wrote

That we don't eat until your father's at the table

We don't drink until the devil's turned to dust
Never once has any man I've met been able to love
So if I were you, I'd have a little trust


Two thousand years, I've been in that water
Two thousand years, sunk like a stone

Desperately reaching for nets
That the fishermen have thrown
Trying to find, a little bit of hope


Me I was holding, all of my secrets soft and hid
Pages were folded, then there was nothing at all

So if in the future I might need myself a savior
I'll remember what was written on that wall


That we don't eat until your father's at the table
We don't drink until the devil's turned to dust
Never once has any man I've met been able to love

So if I were you, I'd have a little trust

Am I an honest man and true

Have i been good to you at all
Oh I'm so tired of playing these games
We'd just be running down

The same old lines, the same old stories of
Breathless trains and, worn down glories
Houses burning, worlds that turn on their own


So we don't eat until your father's at the table
We don't drink until the devil's turned to dust

Never once has any man I've met been able to love
So if I were you my friend, I'd learn to have just a little bit of trust