Verse 1:
Suicide's a way out, right?
If so, end it tonight.

It will all be over, no more problems standing over my shoulder,
That'll be nice.
Why do I have to live this life?

Why should I deal with the kids who like to
Push me down and beat me up and tell me I ain't worth a dime.
Never met my real Dad, my real Mom, I'm real sad,

I got dropped off at a doorstep they must've been real bad,
If they didn't care enough to drop me off at a foster,
What am I, am I a monster,

Wear big glasses, no smooth talker,
Way to thin and I got bad posture.


Chorus (KiD CUDi)
And if I die before I wake, I pray the LORD my soul to take
But please don't cry, just know that I have made these songs for you

And if I die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take
Cause I'm ready for the funeral


Verse 2:
Once knew a girl,
About my age,

She was laughed at every day.
Kids didn't think that what they'd say would
Really make her feel this way.

I for one, should've helped,
Should of known just how she felt,
She sat alone, nobody talked to her,

I should have just went and walked to her,
No, I wasn't really mean.
I was just scared of how they see me,

I didn't want for me to be made fun of so I took the easy street.
I left her alone,
I didn't call her on the phone,

And ask her how her day went,
It probably wasn't too good, I know.
You're not meant to die right now,

You are alive right now,
Are you ready to meet God right now?
Things will change, stop right now.


(Chorus)