I'm at a loss for words,
Because they just aren't justified,
I'd have so much to say,

But I don't want to say goodbye,
Never a truthful word,
Now everything's a lie,

I know that I can't win,
I don't know why I try.


This only makes it worse,
And it just leads me to hurt.
I know what I've done wrong,

But I just can't wait this long,
I know that it's all fake,
But it feel so real to me,

Pathetic as it seems,
It's justified to me.


It's nothing new you've heard,
Or that could satisfy,
And nothing that I say,

Could ever explain why,
And it helped me dig the hole,
That buried me in hurt,

But I know it's all my fault,
And I get what I deserve.


This only makes it worse,
And it just leads me to hurt.
I know what I've done wrong,

But I just can't wait this long,
I know that it's all fake,
But it feel so real to me,

Pathetic as it seems,
It's justified to me.