[Verse 1]

If I never would have left

I never would have met Speez
Never went from seeing city lights to seeing palms trees
Never spent them nights on the bus bench just smoking weed

Those were the nights he spit them 16's with such ease
Right then it planted seeds
Member I was high as %#@!

Took a pull and passed the L and thought I had the same gift
I was stoned so I spit a couple bars
Rhymed about some weed, (*##$es, and fancy cars

Rapped about some cash and money I didn't have
When I finished he ain't laugh so I $$#umed I wasn't trash
Yeah

That was the night I started my career
Years later who ever thought it would have got us here
I never knew I was the glue that held the crew together

And in my absence we would fall like a roman era
If I stayed the click still would have been tight as %#@!
But than we wouldn't have this dream we banking on to get us rich

Tough choices
Real decisions
Guess my mistakes are

Apart of living
All I'm giving I know I'll get in return
Seems like I never learn

Until it's to late to turn
Back


[Hook]

If there's only 1 thing I know

If there's only 1 thing I know
I know I gave it all it takes
Said I know I gave it all it takes

Even if it might be late
Even if it might be late
I pray I made the right mistakes

I just pray I made the right mistakes

[Verse 2]


Driving with a permit whipping my moms Xterra
Girls in the back seat making out in the mirror

Speez riding shotgun
I'm taking in the moment
Felt the world was mine and that very second I owned it

Made a couple dollars and %#@! I blew threw it
Bad choice at the time hey I never knew it
That's why I'm at the poker table tryna make a come up

Betting blinds folding no hands until the suns up
Perspective changed when I gained rich acquaintances
Businessmen with bread who didn't mind spending it

That's why I'm stuffing receipts in this Ferragamo wallet
I rather be in debt than admit to them I ain't got it
This at the time I thought I was getting signed

I'd negotiate for millions and everything ull be fine
Waiting everyday cuz them papers was on the way
Finally came in the mail and %#@! needless to say


[Hook]


[Verse 3]

Chain smoking hanging on a park bench

Like every choice I make don't come with consequence
I reminisce on when my biggest fear was loosing you
I was in love but I still kept a secret or two

Remember New Year's I wouldn't answer my phone
Can't tell you my excuse but I know I wasn't alone
At the time we took a break and I'm admitting late

But in my heart I always felt like I made a mistake
Till this day I still will never mention everything
Cuz I know the truth will end up changing everything

And even though I know the %#@! will never be the same
I always kept my promise that I'll never change

[Hook]