This one's for you, mommy
I didn't have the time to tell you that I luv' you
Death's seprated us too fast

I must now dive into the dark past
There are so many things I feel
I can't be like a normal kid

Now it's time to express myself
And God only knows that I really need


Everyday I think about you, mommy
So much time elapsed but can't see the reality
I can't understand the reason why you're gone

I can't undersand the reason why I'm all alone
I would have liked you to live more
Just the time for you to see the guy I'm become

I wanna get rid of all these sores this will be hard to get it done
It's hard to see that you're losin' everything
You didn't do anything bu some %#@! you're eatin'

I'm sick of cryin', I'm tired of bleedin'
I'm smilin' here but inside me I'm dyin'
Mommy, you understand I'm sufferin' since da day you left this world

To express whut I feel ya know I just don't have da words
I feel too much pain, I know that I'm a man
So I try to be like a heartless man

But whut I live does really hurt
And that's for sure you'll see some blood on my shirt
When you died I was only 6

Now I just can see your face on the pics
And I still can't do the mourning after the yrs
And this is whut make flow my tears


Momy I just wanna tell you that I love you becuz I know now it's over
You won't be back but you will stay in my heart just foreva

You gave me birth but then left earth
It's not your fault I understand
You just couldn't do anything but life must go on


How could the life go on when you lose someone that you really love
How could the life go on when you see the fate which is houndin' you

You can't be breathin', you can't be livin'
Like the other people of your age
You well know it's time to turn the page

But you can't do it 'cuz you got the rage
You see your brother, you see your sisters
You see your father always cryin'

But you just can't do anything
You only wonder why happened this thing
You really feel lost 'cuz nobody is here to give you a hand

They try to sympathize, they try to befriend you but ya already know
That they just can't understand, uhh
Nobody knows how I feel

Some days I think just to kill
'Cuz my $#&@in' sores are too deep
But for you mommy, I must stay real

I feel too much pain, I know that I'm a man
But I can't be like a heartless man
So I just gotta keep prayin' hard

And hope one day God will bring me help

To all da people who have known hard times in their life

Just keep prayin' hard, as hard as ya can
And ask God to bring you help