In nothingness everything is to be found
In everything no good is to come across
Except small pieces to use for finding

Something outrageous inside of me,
to awaken


Each day, I am dragged deeper down
I was born with an ambition to explore
Investigate the most horrific feelings of life

To in the aftermath be left with no emotions at all

The outcome of this, for what I believe

It will one day be worth it all
I was placed here for a splendid reason
I have always spread a disease

A diseased method of punishment